somehow i'm regretting giving up because you're all i'm about.

dunfu gave me a diet to follow, meaning high fibre and low carbo. VEGGIES! thats why i really need help for this. my friends all know that i dont eat anything green. so i should force myself to eat my greens.
so i have to force myself to stop the urge to run into your arms?
i'm feeling so despondent. even if i tell the others to have their chin up and face the world, i can't seem to do it myself. i serious dont practice what i preach. and i'm keeping the phone away so that i dont read your messages to keep me from missing you. even the slightest.

its a burden i carry since i decided to give up.
but ben, i dont know how i'm going to give up at all.

if all your strength is gone,
i'll carry you until you're strong.


loves.